Feelin a bit blue . . .

Feel strange today. Had a meeting where I got lectured about students skipping rotations and how I was condoning it by hanging out with them on Wednesday etc etc. So I guess I cannot hang out with the students, but can I just hang out with these old guys with families. Not either. I did not sign up to spend my last summer of freedom around strangers and feeling isolated and out of place. Argh!

I tell myself that this is not really not that bad. I am still having a good time, the weather is nice today and there are always interesting things to learn and see here. The key is to relax, I say. Yet, how am I to relax when everything around me is foreign and kinda strange and I’m not allowed to hang out with the people I came here with? Maybe I’m just homesick. . .